Innocent

Lives change like the weather,

I hope you remember,

Today is never to late to,

Be brand new.

(Song: Innocent, Taylor Swift)

Why is it so hard to forgive? Is it because we can't face them? Because we were knocked down and haven't gotten back up yet? I don't know why it's so hard. But it is. Sometimes it seems impossible. Though, even when you're over the hurt, you can't forgive. Maybe it's the fear of letting out everything you feel, and getting nothing in return. I think forgiveness is something big and confusing and complicated. But I also think that holding a grudge gets old. And when a part of you is mad, not all of you can be happy.

I'm learning to forgive. There's one person I should forgive. But it's hard. Hard for me, because I know he wouldn't forgive me. But I'm making it my goal to forgive him. And I will get there.